Au bout du monde

“每个人心里总有那几句话只能对和几个人谈，当唯独的几个人最后迫于生活一个个散去时，自己也很落寞，于是过不了多久，自己也散去了。 ”

在这个没有方向的冬天里，依然没能习惯没有人可以倾吐的日子。

唉哟哟居然有这么好用的小trick....就说么，微距mode太难试了。50 1.4依然是我的目标！等富裕了咱也搞个旁轴玩儿玩儿！

纠正一下同学们的误区，我真不是很闲，也没有整天拍照/自拍（近来形象那个不堪入目啊！）。强迫拍照+贴图纯粹出于不论自己技术如何是否曝半秒以上就抖个不停也要对得起咱的腰包的心理。

今日图片：What the snowman learned about love, by Stars

PS 麻痹，最近总有凭“大胸”等关键字来访本博的。例：胸 又大又白（看得我想死！）；大胸 苹果（二者有甚关联）。在国外引以为豪的大胸回国之后连连被我妈和我表妹打击。老子45KG 34C的胸不足以为傲吗！

胸大无脑，不以为耻，反以为荣。

破天荒地追了三部十月新番：《黑契》《青涩文学》《怪谈餐馆》。破天荒地今年每一季都追了新番！

考试一如既往地糟糕，异常沮丧。作业一如既往地多。周末不能再一如既往地荒废了。写到这儿发现已经没什么好说了。无非就那些么，零零碎碎的生活点滴。一个胸无大志的人如何才能奋起是我最近一直在思考的问题。目前尚未得到解答。要么就是改变自己懒散的性情，刻苦努力。要么就是认清现实找好定位，安于凭先天条件和些许努力能达到的水平。唉…………可我现在越来越觉得我先天真是不足啊。。。。比唐氏综合症患者好不了多少吧。越想越觉得自己一无是处。Zetsubou shita...人生还能再失败点儿么。

看完Never Let Me Go了。其实是一本很一般的书，文笔平平，情节马马虎虎，最后高潮感人了一下。但我再次深刻体会到混迹中国人堆儿里如我，还是得多读点英文书啊。

上图前说最后一句，啊，对不起了各位佳能单反使用者，可我觉得佳能4xx系列（Rebel in North America）出片儿太差了吧。毫无颜色对比可言。请问这就是所谓的暖色么？

伦勃朗……我想去MET了……

大洋洲土著艺术品，完全就是《青涩文学》人間失格篇里的形象么。

最后一张来生机勃勃的死鱼！！

I meant to write an English entry for quite a while now. But I've never quite got around to do so (sounds busy huh?).

Had great fun in Boston! Took loads of pix, which may or may not be added to my blog later on. However, some of them are available on my Xiaonei or Facebook.

Never had I been this broke in my life! I can't book a Christmas trip to anywhere, be it Cancun, Cuba, wherever, cause I'm so damn broke!!! To make things even worse, I can online-shop no more since I'm not nearly as suicidal as to drain my poor bank account which has less than 500 bucks in deposit now. I probably can't afford anything til my parents wire me money. A proper suit for interview might be the only exception in this case.

Aigh.....and why on earth did I catch a cold for the second time this term?!!